When our cable company started offering MTV in 1982, I was 12 years old and in 8th grade. You had successfully gotten me to watch 3-2-1-Contact two years before, and I loved it (I had a crush on Trini, but you didn't know that), but then 7th grade happened. And then MTV was there.
You hated when I watched it. "Turn that off! You're going to be corrupted!"
It makes me laugh to think of this now, since I'd been watching things I shouldn't have since the day Dad brought home the new TV and we got cable. And I don't remember actually turning off the TV when you told me to, although I must have. I was a good kid.
I'm reminded of all this because I'm watching 120 Minutes. This show used to be on MTV. Now it's on VH1 Classic, but apparently it's not the same show. Anyway, I'm watching music videos once again.
Some of these remind me of times past, and I am enjoying the imagery. Music videos sparked a fire in me: the music touched me and the images did, too. As a result, I was "into" music, mostly alternative. I wanted to become a sound engineer for a while, then I wanted to be a DJ. I loved seeing the succession of images in videos, and as I got older, my desire to be a part of the music was supplanted by a desire to make the images.
I was a DJ in college, and I got good grades in my video classes. I thought I wanted to go to LA and get into the business out there. Then I met the young Frenchman, and my priorities changed.
My love of music and images was a bit stifled in France. My lack of a French degree meant I couldn't get a job in either field. Some years later I bought a computer, then a digital camera.
Now I take photos almost every day. In the four years since I bought that first camera, my photography has improved. My love of music has come back as well, but that's a different story.
I don't watch TV very often, but when I stumble upon music videos, I like to look. Same with commercials: some are veritable cinematographic mini-masterpieces.
Anyway, Mom, you needn't have worried that MTV would corrupt me. It gave me an appreciation for two important branches of art: music and image. And while I no longer make music (you were right that I'd regret quitting piano lessons), I do listen to it during all my waking hours. And I make images. Look.
That last one? It's your son's hand. Once a basketball player, now he uses those hands to give the sacrament.
I could go on and on, Mom. But I'll stop here. I just had to let you know that MTV had a different kind of influence than you imagined. I think if you were here now, you'd be proud of my images. We might even watch VH1 Classic together. ☺
I love you and miss you, Mom.
AliBeth.
No, it was the traffic and the blown out stoplights and the other people not knowing how to drive...